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Monday, 28 November 2016
PIP Assessment Hell part 12 - Days 15-27 & D-Day
Friday, 11 November 2016
PIP Assessment Hell part 11 - Days 11 & 12, Assessment Day and Day 14
Monday, 7 November 2016
PIP Assessment Hell part 10 - Scared, angry and ashamed of myself
Sunday, 6 November 2016
PIP Assessment Hell part 9 - Another bad day
Saturday, 5 November 2016
Friday, 4 November 2016
PIP Assessment Hell part 7 - Not everyone at Atos is bad
Thursday, 3 November 2016
PIP Assessment Hell part 6 - The system conspires against a fair hearing
Wednesday, 2 November 2016
PIP Assessment Hell part 5 - A better day but still not great
Tuesday, 1 November 2016
A compilation of help and advice for people going through the PIP assessment process
I have
had a great deal of information, advice and useful links sent my way because of
the first video in this on-going tale of my PIP Assessment Hell. As I don’t want this to all be about me, I
want to share this information with viewers of my videos, some of whom may be
going through the same ordeal.
This is
not everything because I’ve had so many comments sent to me but as I find the
information, advice and links I’ve been sent I will add them. I will also be adding credit for the source
of each piece I include on this listing as and when/if I get permission to use
their names.
This
list is not exhaustive and there may be more help available so if you find any
links, have any advice or information, please add it as a comment to whichever
video you are watching and I’ll add it to this listing. (Please let me know if you wish me to use
your name to credit you with your help if your screen name isn’t your name.)
If I
have missed out any information that I have been sent, I sincerely apologise to
those whose help has been erroneously omitted.
If your information, advice or useful link is missing, please contact me
so I can add it.
Information
If you
have anything not in this list, you can use that to tell them they are not
qualified enough and walk back out again.
List of
conditions judged suitable for assessment by neuro trained nurses/any health
care profession:
Prolapsed
intervertebral disc
Lumbar
nerve root compression
Sciatica
Slipped
disc
Lumbar
spondylosis
Lumbar
spondylolisthesis
Lumbar
spondylolysis
Cauda
equina syndrome
Spinal
stenosis
Peripheral
neuropathy
Neuropathy
Drop
foot
Meralgia
paraesthetica
Cervical
spondylosis
Cervical
nerve root compression
Cervicalgia
Nerve
entrapment syndrome
Carpal
tunnel syndrome
Trapped
nerve
Paraesthesia
Tingling
Numbness
Brachial
plexus injury
Polyneuropathy
Dizziness
Vertigo
Essential
Tremor
VWF
Alzheimer’s
List of
conditions judged by the DWP and Atos Healthcare as suitable only for
assessment by doctors:
Stroke
Head
injury with neuro sequelae
Brain
haemorrhage
Sub
Arachnoid Haemorrhage
Brain
tumour
Acoustic
Neuroma
Multiple
Sclerosis
Motor
Neurone Disease
Parkinson’s
disease
TIAs
Bulbar
Palsy
Myasthenia
Gravis
Muscular
Dystrophy
Guillain-Barre
Syndrome
Amyotrophic
lateral sclerosis
Syringomyelia
Neurofibromatosis
Spina
bifida
Polio
Fits
(secondary to brain tumour)
Learning
difficulties (with physical problems)
Nystagmus
Myelitis
Bells
Palsy
Trigeminal
Neuralgia
Paraplegia
Quadriplegia
Huntington’s
Chorea
Huntington’s
Disease
(List
provided by John Greene)
Useful Links
(Links
provided by Simone Illger)
(Links provided by Adrian Wait)
(Link provided)
(Link
provided by Pete Logan)
(Link
provided by Steve Jones)
(Link
provided by Rachel Carthy)
Advice
- Benefits and Work is a company that helps benefit claimants get the ones they are entitled to, helping to prepare their case and giving them all the info they need. There are booklets on various aspects of benefit claims. It is not free, but seems reasonable to my mind. Their Email is campaign@benefitsandwork.co.uk.
- Also, although The Citizens Advice Bureau (in phone book, or look online) in your area may be very busy, it's worth trying them for help. They have an online help database but you need face to face support I think. They have phone helplines and local offices
- There is also DPAC, Disabled People Against the Cuts, I don't know if they are only campaigners or if they can advise individual people. Find them online.
- You should have a support worker through your GP, I'd think. If you do, that person could go with you to the appointment, and maybe also help you prepare all the documents you need. You can ask your doctor.
- There are lawyers who specialise in appeals against DWP decisions, some work through the C.A.B., free, others in welfare centres or commercially. You may get a half hour free from a socially responsible lawyer apart from that, to give you advice.
- Your local MP might get you support or advise you.
- Do you belong to a Church? There can be a very supportive community in a Church, who could help. Your Vicar or Priest would be in the phone book. I wish I could promise results. But know there are caring people around if you are lucky enough to find them.
Some
Information From A Former PIP Assessor (contains advice from a former PIP
assessor)
When you have been to your assessment contact DWP and ask
for a copy of the notes that the health professional took down.
(Provided
by Catherine Heal)
This information is the product of the out-pouring of genuine compassion and generosity that I am happy to spread around to those who need it. Stay strong. Don't let the bastards get you down!
Monday, 31 October 2016
Sunday, 30 October 2016
Saturday, 29 October 2016
PIP Assessment Hell part 1 - The Letter Arrives
Monday, 24 October 2016
The battle for Humanity’s soul has begun…but I’m out
In 2005
I started to actively do work that would make the world a bit of a better
place. I started out helping individuals
with their efforts to better themselves through education by becoming an adult
learner support volunteer and, from there, became a Student Governor on the
Board of Governors at my local adult college whilst bettering myself with
several courses at the same establishment.
In 2009
my efforts went one step further to encompass the betterment of my local
community by organising and presenting a depression awareness event that aimed
to dispel the myths surrounding depression, give people a better impression of
those with the condition and build a sense of community within the depressive
community and beyond. This was followed
up in 2010 with a more generalised mental health awareness event which,
although didn’t get the community bums-in-seats I was hoping to get, did smooth
the way to inter-organisational referrals that helped a number of
individuals. I will never know how many
people were truly helped by that second event because figures weren’t kept.
Back in
2009, I also became the Chair of the Thurrock Mental Health Service User and
Carer Forum which had, due to the uncertainty of its support systems, was in a
poor state and in the following 22 months tried to build it up into something
that could sustain itself if the members wanted to do so. I wrote a constitution and tried to run the group
in such a way that maximised its effectiveness (whether I was successful I will
leave others to judge).
I also
became a columnist on my local news website, Your Thurrock, in 2009. Starting
off with mental health and spreading to more general topics, it was only in
2010 that I set my focus on politics.
The debates between the leaders of the main parties awakened my
political interest and, when the worst happened and the Tories got into power
helped by the treacherous Lib Dems, I used my column to highlight the
injustices that were to follow from that victory. I highlighted the injustice of the Bedroom
Tax, the lack of a true mandate for the Tories to govern and other issues but
all I got was abuse from the Right-wingers who branded me, at one point, a
“communist” because I’m a supporter of the welfare system and hold the bankers
who caused the world banking crisis in contempt. I got very little support from Left-wingers,
who should have rallied to my defence, and what I did get was rather
lacklustre.
Despite
the fact that many of my columns seemed to be Left-wing, I am, in fact,
non-partisan and try to remain as impartial as possible as people would have
seen if Labour had re-taken power and the ferociousness with which I would have
attacked Labour for any mistakes or hateful policies they tried to enact. This was something that I didn’t have a
chance to show given that I only started talking about politics in the
aftermath of the Tory victory in 2010 and something that my Right-wing critics
seem to ignore because it would weaken their position.
2010
was an especially busy year for me as I joined a mental health service user
involvement project that sought to train service users to go out and obtain the
information required by the Mental Health Commissioners of Essex to put the
money where it was most needed in terms of the services it commissioned. For the three years of the project, I and
many others travelled Essex to get the information we needed to improve the
services for the mental health community of Essex. After three long years and many broken
promises by the Commissioners later, the project failed spectacularly,
resulting in no improvements and giving the service users who did the work in
good faith a bad reputation within the mental health service user community. We did good work and got burned for it.
In
2012/13, I became involved with a local university’s service user and carer
involvement programme for their Social Work Faculty. I did good work trying to improve the
readiness of the social work students for the ‘real world’ beyond their lecture
rooms and to give them the sufferer perspective on depression. I was praised for the work I did by lecturers
and students alike and then I got dumped by the programme in 2014 for daring to
use an expletive in one of my sessions which was, in fact, a direct quote from
a social worker about his or her own service user which led to her
suicide. A Left-wing, nanny State policy
was used to stop me from participating in work that would have improved the
service provided to thousands. I was
burned, discarded and left psychologically devastated at a time when I was also
in the middle of a teacher training course I was taking to help me underpin the
work I was doing at the university whilst also going through a divorce and in
imminent danger of losing my disability benefits.
Due to
the circumstances I found myself in back in 2014 with all my good work left
behind me in ashes, I disappeared from public view not wanting to waste my
efforts on an increasingly hostile world.
I would return to my isolation to observe Humanity’s fall from grace.
I have
watched the UK get torn apart by the Tory insistence on chipping away at every
fault line, pitting one group against another, until the whole edifice of UK
society started to crumble. Demonising
groups of individuals is their method to make their draconian policies
palatable for the gullible masses and they have succeeded beyond their wildest
dreams.
The EU
Referendum was the final nail in the coffin for the UK’s soul because it
chipped away at the one fault line left that even the Tories couldn’t control
and allowed the Ultra-Right-wing to get a foothold in the country. Hate fuelled by the Tories between different
groups led to a nasty campaign that has allowed race-hatred to flourish
alongside hatred towards the sick, the disabled, the poor and the jobless.
Despite
my decision to isolate myself from the rest of society, I did get involved in a
couple of marches in London and I have spoken out through my blog but what I
have done has been largely ignored so I returned to my isolation and my role as
the observer of The Fall.
The
Tories are now going towards the Ultra-Right despite what some commentators say
and they are now more openly fascistic than they were, bolstered no doubt by
the rise of the Ultra-Right forces and sentiments within certain groups.
The one
glowing beacon of hope was the election of Jeremy Corbyn as leader of the
Labour Party but, scared by the danger he poses to the status quo, he is being
systematically attacked by elements outside his party and from within. Corbyn may have huge support but I’m afraid
that, in such a hostile environment, he may not be able to turn things
around. Without a significant miracle,
the UK’s soul is already lost to the Ultra-Right.
Having
been abused by the Right and burned by the Left, I now sit outside the battle
and have no reason or inclination to get involved again. Should the future of an Ultra-Right-wing UK
become a reality, I will surely be one of those who will be earmarked for the
UK’s version of ‘The Final Solution’ because of my depression and I will die
(as this is my fondest wish since the age of 11, I don’t see this as a negative
thing) and so I see no reason to fight.
If a miracle happens and Corbyn’s supporters turn the tide, I will be
safe but remain depressed. I have no
stake in the future as I have no children and I will be either dead at the
hands of British Nazis or safe but forever depressed so, again, no real reason
to get involved in what I increasingly see as your fight as I no longer feel a part of the human race.
The
problem is, the threat to Humanity’s soul has spilled out into other countries
and it could have been avoided if people had learned the lessons of
history. The Ultra-Right is in
ascendance and Humanity has only itself to blame.
I tried
to warn people and they ignored me. I’m
not a crank who believes he can see the future; I’m a man who tries to learn
the lessons of history. I could see
history being repeated and can extrapolate the future that will evolve from
current events if they are not changed.
Hitler
was far from an aberration as he was once thought as. Hitler was the forerunner of the dark times
ahead for Humanity.
I will
rise or fall with Humanity but I have tried to do my bit to improve lives and
society and failed. The fight is yours
alone now because I’m out.
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