Friday didn't exist for me this week

Apart from a couple of moments of consciousness, yesterday didn't really exist for me.  I had the first dose of my new tranquilizer on Thursday night and fell asleep on the sofa.  I didn't wake up until late in the morning when I put on a CD to listen to, promptly falling back into unconsciousness after a couple of tracks.  My next awakening was when my dinner was plonked on the table but even that was a temporary state of consciousness as I slipped back into slumber until the dying minutes of the day.  I fell asleep again for about an hour until I woke up about 20 minutes ago, just in time for my next dose.

However, Friday wasn't just a non-event for me in that way, it was also a non-event for my physical body as I can barely feel a thing.  My whole body seems numb, as if it doesn't exist.

I suppose all this is good preparation for what happens in a month and a half when my welfare payments have stopped and I will slowly lose bodily function and consciousness because of malnutrition.  Of course, as I won't have the money for my medications either, although I may spend most of my time unconscious, I will certainly feel the pain in my body as it slowly succumbs to the lack of food.

I'm just spreading a little love for Valentine's Day

I thought I'd spread some love by sending UKIP's Nick Farage some Valentine's Day cards.  I sent them all because I couldn't decide which one I liked the most.

If you feel strongly about any of these issues, why not send UKIP a Valentine yourself at http://ukipvalentine.co.uk/one.php?

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Another untitled poem

Below is an untitled poem that I dashed off in response to a situation that arose earlier today.

 

Untitled

Tried and convicted of a crime in absentia
No voice given until the verdict was decided
Given no guidance to change
No case to rebut until the time was too late
Thrown to the wolves
Without a chance to prove
Lessons learnt in the meanwhile
Given no chance for redemption
Just thrown out with the trash
A discarded wreck of a man
With no hope left to live for.

© Myles Cook, 13/02/2014

Statement for my consultant psychiatrist

As regular readers will know, I have suffered with depression for almost 36 years now.  Unfortunately, due to a certain fixation on 'common' stressors at my appointments, my consultant psychiatrist believes my depression to be mild.  During a phone call with a member of the duty team, it was suggested that I write down my feelings and give the document to the consultant.  Below, as an exercise in mental health awareness for my readers and anyone else who stumbles upon this blog, I reproduce this statement in full.  It is still missing a great many things but it's a start.  Tomorrow, I will be handing this account to my consultant, together with verbal testamony from my estranged wife, in the hopes that he may reassess my condition.

I have been advised to write down how I am feeling and how my depression has affected me as I always seem to fixate on the day-to-day problems that face me when you ask me at each appointment which has given you the impression that I have a mild case of depression, if that.

For years I have battled with depression.  Every night I go to bed, hoping beyond hope, that I will not wake up the next morning and, every morning, hating the fact that I’ve woken up.

Even when I was working and had a reasonable income, I could not shake the feeling of darkness that surrounds me and my self-loathing built up through years of being ignored and marginalised.  I am almost, although not entirely, incapable of making friends because I feel as though I am beneath them and those that I do make are users who keep me as a friend to do things to them and dump me when my usefulness to them is ended.

I find myself torn between wanting to make friends and hating the human race and, whilst I feel as though I am lower than the dirt people trample underfoot, I also have times when I realise that I am better than most of the people I meet because I see things the way they are and not how others are fooled into thinking. 

I feel as though I cannot achieve anything, despite evidence to the contrary, but there are times when I know that I can do anything I put my mind to and that I could possibly be one of the most intelligent people in the world.

I feel as though the entire Universe is against me, as though it has a personal vendetta against me, because whenever something goes right for me, whenever there is the glimpse of happiness for me, it gets snatched away.

There is an anger within me that is so great that I dare not let it out so I turn it in on myself, giving me something else to draw me to the darkness within.

The older I get, the greater the darkness within me grows and the less I am able I am to find the little snippets of happiness that present themselves.

Over the past three years, my sleep pattern has become increasingly erratic and whatever measures I put in place to rectify it just seem to make matters worse.  I cannot seem to find any interest in the things I used to enjoy because I feel that there is no point in anything anymore.  Things that used to make me laugh out loud barely raise a smile yet I know I find them as funny as I once did.

Over the last 18 months or so, my mood has started to swing violently although it never actually reaches happiness.  I’ve found it harder and harder to maintain control of my emotional state.  I know I have become a nightmare to live with but I cannot seem to help myself and that is hurting my wife.

I have taken to not bathing as often as I once did and only really take a shower if I have somewhere important to go or if I become so itchy that it becomes a problem.  I go through bouts of over-eating and then eating very little.

Since I phoned to arrange this appointment I have been in such a state that I cannot concentrate properly for more than short periods at a time and I have found myself crying for no reason because the black mist of depression has descended upon me.

I have become so mired in depression that I have hardly spent a night in bed, spending most of my nights lying on the sofa so that I don’t have to bother dragging myself into the bathroom for a shower and then dragging myself to bed.  I feel as though I am better off just sitting on the sofa and fall asleep there rather than move.

Despite all this, I still try to achieve something with my miserable life and, although I have not had much in the way of success, I keep on going despite the fact that every time I go to bed wanting to die and hating the fact that I wake up each time into darkness.

This is the first of a series of entries that I will be posting that will, finally and for always, turn my life into an open book.  I will hold nothing back, hide not a single thing.  This series will be my legacy of mental health awareness material in the hope that it will educate the people who read it on the realities of suffering with mental ill health.

Request for information about your experiences of ESA and the WCA for Commons Select Committee Inquiry

I don't usually re-blog an entire blog entry from someone else's blog, partly because no one references my blog at all and partly because it's cheating my readers.  Today, however, I am making an exception because the subject is so vitally important.

Reblogged from kittysjones:

Employment and Support Allowance and Work Capability Assessments

Inquiry status: Inquiry announced on 6 February, deadline for receipt of evidence is Friday 21 March.

The deadline for submitting evidence is Friday, March 21, 2014

Background

Employment and Support Allowance (ESA) was introduced in October 2008 for claimants making a new claim for financial support on the grounds of illness or incapacity. It replaced Incapacity Benefits, Income Support by virtue of a disability and Severe Disablement Allowance.

ESA is paid to people who have limited capability for work (who are placed in the Work Related Activity Group (WRAG)), and people who have limited capability for work related activity (who are placed in the Support Group).

The majority of claimants applying for ESA are invited to a face-to-face assessment to help determine whether they fall within either of these two groups or whether they are fit for work. This assessment, called the Work Capability Assessment (WCA), is carried out by Atos Healthcare under its medical services contract with DWP. Atos produces a report following the WCA and this is used by the DWP Decision Maker, alongside any other additional evidence, to determine whether the claimant should be placed in the WRAG or the Support Group, or is fit for work.

In April 2011, the Government began reassessing existing Incapacity Benefits (IB) claimants to determine their eligibility for ESA using the WCA. The Committee published a report on Incapacity Benefit Reassessment in July 2011.

The Committee’s inquiry

In light of recent developments in this area, including the publication of a number of reviews of the WCA, expressions of concern from DWP regarding Atos’s performance in delivering the WCA, and the introduction of mandatory reconsideration, the Committee has decided to undertake an inquiry into ESA and WCAs to follow-up its 2011 report.

Submissions of no more than 3,000 words are invited from interested organisations and individuals.

The Committee is particularly interested to hear views on:

• Delivery of the WCA by Atos, including steps taken to improve the claimant experience

• The effectiveness of the WCA in indicating whether claimants are fit for work, especially for those claimants who have mental, progressive or fluctuating illnesses, including comparison with possible alternative models

• The process and criteria for procuring new providers of the WCA

• The ESA entitlement decision-making process

• The reconsideration and appeals process

• The impact of time-limiting contributory ESA

• Outcomes for people determined fit for work or assigned to the WRAG or the Support Group

• The interaction between ESA and Universal Credit implementation

Submissions do not need to address all of these points.

The deadline for submitting evidence is Friday 21 March.

How to submit your evidence

To encourage paperless working and maximise efficiency, select committees are now using a new web portal for online submission of written evidence. The web portal is available on this website.

The personal information you supply will be processed in accordance with the provisions of the Data Protection Act 1998 for the purposes of attributing the evidence you submit and contacting you as necessary in connection with its processing.

Each submission should:

• be no more than 3,000 words in length

• be in Word format with as little use of colour or logos as possible

• have numbered paragraphs

If you need to send a paper copy please send it to: The Clerk, Work and Pensions Committee, House of Commons, 7 Millbank, London SW1P 3JA

Material already published elsewhere should not form the basis of a submission, but may be referred to within a proposed memorandum, in which case a web link to the published work should be included.

Once submitted, evidence is the property of the Committee. It is the Committee’s decision whether or not to accept a submission as formal written evidence.

Select Committees are unable to investigate individual cases.

The Committee normally, though not always, chooses to make public the written evidence it receives, by publishing it on the internet (where it will be searchable), or by making it available through the Parliamentary Archives. If there is any information you believe to be sensitive you should highlight it and explain what harm you believe would result from its disclosure. The Committee will take this into account in deciding whether to publish or further disclose the evidence.

Further guidance on submitting evidence to Select Committees is available on the parliamentary website ( PDF 2.41 MB).

Iain Duncan Smith – incompetent bungler or ideologically-driven, arrogant psychopath?

Oh dear, Iain Duncan Smith is not having a very good time of it lately, is he?  His handling of the flagship change to the welfare system, Universal Credit, couldn’t be more universally discredited as there are IT problems galore, delays and ever-changing completion dates.  The question is, of course, does this show IDS as he is more commonly referred to (in polite circles, at least) to be the most inept, incompetent man on the face of the Earth who is completely out of his depth or does it show him to be a deceitful, arrogant psychopath with a penchant for murderous social engineering?

Of course, IDS has also drawn a vast amount of criticism for the rest of the so-called welfare ‘reforms’ that lend themselves to assigning one or other of our competing titles for the Cabinet member and failed former Conservative Party leader.

According to experts interviewed on a Channel 4 documentary entitled “Psychopath Night” that took a look at psychopathic traits and some of the people who exhibit them, psychopaths have one particular trait – the inability to admit that they are wrong and the tendency to blame everyone else for mistakes.  I mention this in passing as that one fact may well help us in determining what IDS really is.

Let’s start off by examining the current situation regarding Universal Credit...

Universal Credit

On the IT side, software specifically designed for the implementation of Universal Credit does not include all the features needed to be properly implemented and cannot be used to handle claims by couples or people with children.  There is also an issue around the problem that the welfare changes are meant to be sorting out, that of fraudulent claims.  The software for the implementation of Universal Credit, as of September 2013, has no feature to allow for the highlighting of potential fraudulent claims and is therefore completely reliant on costly and impractical manual checks.

As of October 2013, only a miniscule 2,720 people were part of the unfortunate few who were selected as pilot claimants and the cost of the implementation of Universal Credit for that small number is approximately £225,000 for each claimant currently on the trial.  This accounts for £612 million of the total £2 billion budget set aside for the project or almost a third of the entire budget.

A total of £40 million has been wasted so far on the software that is barely able to handle a fraction of the claimants it should be handling by now and a further £90 million is earmarked to bring the software up to the required level to ably handle the requirements of Universal Credit.

One million claimants are supposed to be using the new Universal Credit system by April this year according to projections by the Department for Work and Pensions made back in October 2013.  The system is handling just 2,720 so far.

The target of 6 million claimants using the system by 2017 look set to be missed catastrophically.

A risk assessment report on the project from October 2013 suggested that, if the current raft of problems continued only “a maximum of 25,000 people – just 0.2% of all benefit recipients – will be transferred on to the programme by the next general election”.

The enormity of the colossal cock-up that is Universal Credit and the massive write-off of taxpayer’s cash was brilliantly summed up by a member of a Facebook group called WEAR RED - Stand up and Be counted:

“In December 2013 IDS also revealed that a staggering £90 million will be written off by 2018. Again we're not sure how you would spend this on UK infrastructure? But it's painfully obvious that you'd be doing a better job than IDS, even if you chose to make a bonfire out of the cash just to keep your kids warm for an evening. The point being that at least one person had benefited in some small way from your act of madness.”

In a Mirror newspaper article dated 5^th February, Shadow Welfare minister Chris Bryant was quoted as having said: 

“Iain Duncan Smith’s flagship policy has been plagued with delay after delay from the outset and millions of pounds have been wasted.

“We were once told Universal Credit would be on time and on budget and that a million people would be on the system by April this year, but this has come to nothing. It is staggering that the Government has spent £225,000 per person on this project.

“With poor initial decisions by Ministers and endless indecision from Downing Street putting the whole scheme in jeopardy, it is increasingly difficult to have any confidence in the Government’s handling of welfare.”

The only response that came from IDS was via a spokeswoman that is the typical non-answer we’ve come to expect from him and the empty statement that everything would be on track by 2017: “If Labour think Universal Credit can be brought in without spending any money up front it’s no wonder they cost taxpayers so much by botching the introduction of tax credits so badly.

“Over 6 million people will be claiming Universal Credit by 2017, which will bring a £35billion benefit to society, and our safe rollout continues with more people claiming every day.”

You can read the full story here: http://www.mirror.co.uk/news/uk-news/iain-duncan-smiths-universal-credit-3115946

The DWP select committee affair
IDS hasn’t just upset or offended the members of the public who are both taking notice of what’s going on and have a social conscience, he has taken it upon himself to deliberately withhold information from members of the Select Committee that has the duty to scrutinize his department.  He has also tried to lay the blame for the Universal Credit at the feet of DWP permanent secretary Robert Devereux so that he could wash his hands of his responsibility.

In his piece entitled “Why should we endure this disrespect from a public servant?”, blogger Mike Sivier from Vox Political quoted the words spoken by Commons Work and Pensions committee member Debbie Abrahams to Secretary of State Iain Duncan Smith during a clash over Universal Credit and his Department for Work and Pensions’ appalling book-keeping: “I can say with the strongest feeling my concern about the hubris you have demonstrated and your tone to this committee. You haven’t explained – certainly to my own satisfaction, and I am sure anybody that has been watching will draw their own conclusions – you have not made any satisfactory explanation about how you have informed, and kept this committee informed, about the difficulties that the Department was experiencing. There has been obfuscation, smoke-and-mirrors, even up to a few weeks before the report from the National Audit Office. The memorandum that was released in August was clearly saying that everything was fine and dandy. It is, clearly, not. I’ll give you one more opportunity to answer, so you can explain to this committee why there is such poor information provided by your Department.”

Duncan Smith’s response shows just how arrogant the man is: “Well, I just don’t agree with you, and I don’t agree that we have done anything else but be open and honest about what the issues are, as and when they have been identified, and what we would do about them, as and when we had made our decisions about that.”

IDS showed a shocking lack of respect when asked why he did not inform the committee of the ‘red team review’ of Universal Credit when he gave evidence to the committee back in September 2012, stating that: “With respect, I don’t have to tell you everything that is happening in the Department until we have reached a conclusion about what’s actually happening; I think I will take those decisions myself and account for the decisions that were taken.”

Unable to even keep his own story straight in his head IDS got himself in somewhat of a knot when he said that the review had reported back to him in July of that year, so he could actually have made a full and formal account of his actions to the committee, long before September 2012.  He tried to extricate himself by saying that: “It was an internal review.”

Dame Anne Begg, Chair of the committee stated that the committee should have been told the plans were being reviewed as a matter of courtesy, and the September committee meeting would have been the perfect opportunity to explain that a review had taken place, “but at that session you were bullish about how successful everything was”, to which Duncan Smith responded: “With respect … I don’t think this committee can run the Department.”  As an outside observer, I would have to say to Duncan Smith that I don’t think you can run the department.

Mike Sivier observed in his blog that “Committee members asked questions and Duncan Smith treated them with discourtesy bordering on contempt.”

IDS neatly although not convincingly sidestepped the question of whether the Universal Credit system was still only handling single people (which, of course, it is) and stated that the costs so far were “written down” rather than written off.  For those who aren’t fluent in bullshit, Mike Sivier came to the rescue with the following explanation of “written down”: “meaning they were said to be worth less money now than when they were introduced”.

As delusional as he is, IDS was adamant that he and the DWP had not made any mistakes or committed any wrongdoings despite the fact that his testimony was full of evidence to the contrary.

In one particularly rude exchange, Duncan Smith told Glenda Jackson MP that “I have no idea what you’re asking… You lost me about five minutes ago.” Her reply was to tell Duncan Smith that “You’ll have to try harder” as he rudely muttered that her question “sounds like a foreign language to me”.  Now, judging by one of her appearances on Have I Got News For You, I know that Ms Jackson may get a little confusing at times but she’s hardly speaking a foreign language; however, English may well be a foreign language to Duncan Smith whose main language is delusional bullshit.

Mike Sivier summed up the entire affair quite succinctly: 

“The information content of this meeting was zero – or as close to it as possible. What we got was a display of posturing, “hubris” – as Debbie Abrahams rightly identified it – and further obfuscation of the facts.

“What the meeting did reveal was everything we need to know about Iain Duncan Smith. Here is a man who understands nothing about being a public servant. He thinks that, sitting in a plush Whitehall office, with civil servants running around clearing up his various disasters, that he is somehow above the rest of us and doesn’t have to justify himself.

“He’s completely mistaken. He is there as our servant – to act in a way that suits us, not him. It is disrespectful of him to treat us this way.

“But he just doesn’t get it.”

Feel free to gauge IDS’ performance for yourself here:  http://www.parliamentlive.tv/Main/Player.aspx?meetingId=14819

International Business Times described the affair as “yet another ill-tempered session of a key Commons committee with the minister responsible, Iain Duncan Smith” that fueled fears that the flagship welfare reforms are in “far deeper trouble than suspected”.

Duncan Smith was, according to the piece, “accused of deliberately misleading the committee and attempting to "sweep things under the carpet" after a series of delays and cost write-offs” on his pet project.

Further media speculation on the way Duncan Smith treated the committee members was summed up with the following quote describing the committee members suggestion that: “Duncan Smith was treating them with arrogance and haughtiness while he thought they were not bright enough to understand the detail of his great scheme”.

In a funny addition to the piece in the International Business Times mention was made that in a recent book chancellor George Osborne claimed Duncan Smith was not bright enough for the job.  I think that, Osborne, is something akin to the pot calling the kettle black.  I know it’s a little off-topic but if I can piss off another member of the Government, I’ll take any opportunity that arises.

International Business Times suggested that “while much of the system is not due to come online until after the next election, Duncan Smith may be preparing to stand down in 2015 and, in effect, walk away from it”.  I don’t think IBT really knows what a zealot Duncan Smith really is.  He will not walk away from his task until his mission is complete – the wholesale wiping out of the poor and most vulnerable people in society.

To draw a line under this section, I include this from website Political Scrapbook which highlighted some of IDS’ arrogant attitude in a piece entitled “Arrogant Duncan Smith slammed for evading committee questions” (published on 5^th February):

"Following Iain Duncan Smith’s evidence on Monday, DWP select committee member Glenda Jackson brought a fiery point of order in the Commons immediately after PMQs earlier. Jackson highlighted the manner in which the Quiet Man thinks he can talk to MPs asking basic questions about Universal Credit:

“With respect, I don’t have to tell the committee everything that is happening in the department until we have reached a conclusion about what is actually happening.”

“With respect, chairman, I do not think this committee can run the department.”

With IDS claiming he had ”nothing to tell” the MPs about experts drafted in to rescue the IT underpinning his flagship policy, Commons speaker John Bercow confirmed that the job of the DWP Committee is to, errr, scrutinise DWP.”

Other welfare facts

Of course, Universal Credit is not the only change to the welfare system and we should look at some of the other misdemeanours perpetrated by IDS in order to determine whether he’s a bungler or a psychopath.

Blogger Sue Marsh included the following facts in her article entitled “The Big Benefits Row” on her blog Diary of a Benefits Scrounger:

• Disability Living Allowance (DLA) is being cut by 20%
• The criteria to qualify for DLA slashed has been by 60%
• 1 MILLION people are to be stripped of Employment and Support Allowance
• The Independent Living Fund has been scrapped
• 1500 people lost their jobs as Remploy factories were all closed
• Just 3% of the entire welfare budget goes to unemployed people
• Social security fraud is around £1.2 Billion per year – less than half of 1%, or
• 0.15% of total welfare budget. That’s just £1.50 lost for every thousand or 0.15% of the total welfare
• The DWP pay out much more in their own errors – 2.2 Billion
• A whopping £16 BILLION goes unclaimed, generally to avoid the stigma of “welfare”
• We have some of the toughest criteria for claiming social security in the developed world.
• Is our UK social security system too generous? No again. In international terms we come just 46^th out of 51, paying some of the lowest benefits anywhere
• 40,000 sick or disabled people will be hit by the Bedroom Tax. That’s over 2 thirds.

You can read the rest of the blog here: http://diaryofabenefitscrounger.blogspot.co.uk/2014/02/the-big-benefits-row.html

And there are the cases of people who have committed suicide due to benefit changes or having their benefits taken away completely, cases such as Stephanie Bottrill who, it turns out, should have been exempt from the dreaded Bedroom Tax.

Statistics shooting around the internet and the media state that approximately 10,600 people have died shortly after their Atos assessment, approximately 73 people a week.  And I have to say that the facts above hardly lend themselves to the idea that IDS is a bungler.

The Bedroom Tax is a direct attack on the poorest and most vulnerable because it targets only those Housing Benefit claimants who live in social housing.  True, this does bring about a parity between social housing renters and those who rent from the private sector who have had these accommodation size restrictions for a long time but look at it from this point of view – rents in the private sector are significantly higher than in the social sector so, as a cost cutting measure, a size restriction for renters in the private sector makes some kind of sense.  However, social housing rents are already kept low relative to the housing market so are already value for money when calculating Housing Benefit. 

The trouble being caused by the Bedroom Tax is that the number of people who are forced to downsize currently outstrips the number of smaller social housing properties which forces them into the private sector for smaller properties.  This has to be an ideological attack because as a cost cutting measure it fails the basic test – more money will have to be spent out on Housing Benefit due to the higher private sector rents, probably more than will be saved by the Bedroom Tax.

Of course, private landlords will be making out like bandits because of the increased number of people being forced into the private sector and I seriously doubt that there aren’t quite a few Tories who aren’t benefiting from the exodus from social housing to the private sector.

So what’s your verdict?  Is IDS an incompetent bungler or is he an ideologically-driven, arrogant psychopath?  I know which option I choose.